just when i thought the average argentinian couldn't be any crazier...

today i went downtown for some stuff to buy but i couldn't remember the exact address of the shop. so after walking a little with no success i decided to ask a woman that may have been around 60 years old.

me: "excuse me, madame, could you tell me..."

she turned 'round, looked at my face with her eyes popping out and fastened her pacing...

do i look like a serial murderer or what? o_o; . i guess some people watches too many gutter press and just cannot make a step outside without thinking they're gonna be assaulted <<;
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also, i caught a cold. a ridiculous cold when we are at the end of the Spring D: . that's because here it is actually still cold (not under zero like in winter, but easily way under 10 centigrades), is just that during the day, sun rays hit too hard so we feel a fairly intense heath (always too much for me u.u). but mornings and night are still frozen. what i call IRL pasteurization

i camwhored in a SS forum yesterday, so i thought i'd camwhore on LJ too :3
i won't camwhore on DeviantCrap because it's full of awfully bland, untalented ignorant people. only cool, smart people who has actual personality and ideas has right to see Aguará's face. i say




ps: i'm fugly

i haven't read the books or watched the movies nor am i planning to do so. but is pisses off so many 16-year-old DeviantPoop users that there has to be something awesome about it.
srsly, you don't know very well who loves it but you are sure who despises it with all their cells despite they claiming that fans of that series are the ones too loud.

i think i'm gonna start saying i'm a Twilight fan for the lulz

gah, people. today is one of these days that you wake up happy with no apparent reason, and they feel so good! truly, every day of our lives should be like this, i wish it was possible xD

lately, my life had just been just as boring as usual, i am still having ALOT of work, which is good, but i am looking for another. because ATM kids are having their exams, and Maths, Physics and Chemistry are VERY requested, so moar work for weirdass hard-science lover Aguará. but, i need another soon, because they are finishing (in the south hemisphere, we start attending classes around February-March, and finish by November-December, this varies according to the level.
in the other hand, my own classes are about to be over. so i want a job, becuase i must confess, despite being fairy exhausted due to school and work these days, i don't like being lazy. as much as i wish i could be a little more participative on the internet. i've restricted almost 100% of my activity to only 2 sites (for instance here in LJ i don't participate in communities, i only read), in which besides i am not as active as i wish i was. but still, i know i'll find my time for the internet anyway, i always do :)

yesterday we (finally!!) changed our Internet server, and we have a new one, slower, but at least it's not falling down 24/7. plus, as the old one it's tied to Cable TV (whatever you call it in english. sorry, i'm too lazy to look it up xD). now i can download stuff again, yay. and be moar OTI, since it was getting really annoying that it was dying all the time. also, we have now Animax, and Animu channel <3 possibily the only watch-worthy channel xD. believe me, Argentinian TV is awfully retarded, News channels being the most. i kid you not. that's why barely watch any TV at all, and when i do, it's almost always channels form other countries, preferrabily english speaking ones


another tl;dr entry that says nothing at all, gawd i'm awesome xD. brb spamming ya

hey, i am trying to finish a griffin comission ASAP (because it's been already paid and next week is prolly going to be even busier than this past) but the right leg has been driving me nuts, as i just can't make it solid, wherever i put it it seems out of place and just not right Dx.




i know it has other mistakes, like the wings and tailbush, but don't worry about these or the background (unfinished, not enough depth), i'll take care of them later ;). i'd really appreciate any kind of help (crits, suggestions or redlines) concerning the right leg... i do really want to finish this by tomorrow. i know i won't be able then.


yep, i was so tired today and now so awaken...? well one hour of sleep helped alot x3. late night is the best moment to work, and i only can do this on weekends =p

uh... i do really need to start being active here again... i may give my lame excuses: i am really busy lately (despite losing my job, i still work on my own, as a particular teacher), and my internet connection has been plain retarded lately, i was more or less active OTI, but internet was falling all the time so it was annoying so yeah.

now, to the actual entry: due to some things that are not mention-worthy, i've been thinking alot, as i tend to notice this in quite alot of people. 
 it's these people who seems to build their entire lives, their whole ideology and way of reacting to everything on negativity. they always do expect the worst in order to "not get dissappointed" with evil reality, but by trying to avoid any crushed hopes they live desperate and continuously unhappy... which is no wonder, considering that they are never expecting something good. they see no good in the future, so why being happy?...  the kind of people who, given any circunstance (irrelevant or not) in which there's more than one chance (which is, most of the situations), always go for the worst, in order to not build any illussions and not end up with them crushed (excuse me ladies and gentlemen, i probably should add writer's block to the excuses-for-not-updating-list =p ).
now, i understand and of course agree that is dumb to build excessive, unrealistic illusions because they will most certainly end up dissapointing you and there's no point on living off of unrealistic fantasies. but where's the sane, moderate middle-point? what's the purpose of avoiding bad surprises, if you will live unhappy? is the price worthy? why don't you give yourself a chance? believe me, we ALL have problems. we ALL have to go through really hard times, and i know it very well. as much as certain things hurt, they are part of life, and from them is that we learn, not from sitting and moaning about how are you a little more unhappy than everyone else on the face of earth. i do not deny that certain things are really hard to overcome (read my last entry for an example) but often when it's something "reversible", such as losing a job, failing a subject, or taking distance with a friend... i've saw many times that people, not only don't expect any of these to be solved, but act and face life and others that way (which makes that attitude dangerous) therefore closing any chance of improving their situation and pretty much drowning in their sadness/angst/whatever. what's the point of this? i think i will never understand it. opportunity IS there, you only need to go for it, because it won't come by itself for you.

just some thoughts =p. illusions can bring you happiness, and can give you the energy and motivation you may need to keep on running ^^

hallo!
despite my -lack of- activity on pretty much any website i normally frequent (cept DA, but this is the only one that involves financial issues), i am still there, i guess alive x3

i must confess this last week has been like the dogs, therefore my lack of comunication. the most important thing, is that the institute where i work in, (that one that took so much time to pay me July) had closed their doors past Wednesday, till tomorrow (Monday) because of "incidents". i´ll go normally back to work tomorrow, but when i called one of the secretaries (the only one whose mobile´s number i have, the others are those of the building, i mean regular phones, but there was nobody in the institute) and she very vaguely told me that one of the other secretaries (a boy) went crazy and broke stuff (!!!!). so, past Thusrday when i went there, i found an "closed due to security" signal, and friends told me that they saw the police there on Wednesday night...

so yeah, people. seems like it´s time to look for a new job... a pity, since i did really enjoy this one. iam worried now, but already started sending CVs to other places. that´s what we have to do, look forward, right? i am a 23 year old woman, and i need some experience of myself, i feel like a little spoiled brat (well, i quite am such thing to be quite honest). having a work is important for me not so much for the money (of course i care about it too!), but rather about starting to build something by myself, if you understand what i mean.

so yeah, i´ll have to move on, i won´t change anything by getting bitter, as i was past week.

in addition to that, my 11-years-old cat has been ill, first vomiting and then not eating at all (nor asking for food, something this little cute fatass does ALL the time) untill Friday, and that definitively contributed. luckily she`s alot better now, the vet gave us some medicine and it seems to be working.  

another thing, i realized that my speech (in other sites, not LJ) has been a little rude, or harsh these days... so, if i hurted/annoyed/bothered any of you, have my apologies and feel free to kick me in the face... the reasons why  i normally take distance from the internet when i am going through a hard moment, is because i tend to (unintentionally) make too evident my mood, and hurt someone who has absolutely nothing to do with my problems. something i prefer to evade at all costs *snuggles* i have absolutely no right to release my rage on people who doesn´t even know the cause of it.

ok, it´s already Monday... i´ll try to go back to normality this week, sp in my fave websites, tartletland and Iceplanet. you internet people are seriously missed when i has no time or am down, much more than you would ever imagine (i am ridiculously sentimental, believe me). i oughta check your entries tomorrow too, as i haven´t even visited LJ since the last i wrote.

( click to see Mickey attempting to an hero )
lmfao, i wish Disney would have continued like this xD. it would be soo much more interesting nowadays!
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i adore finding arguments under my pictures ya know, when they reply to each other those comments don´t show in my inbox

talking about aneemuhlz rites makes tartlets wet. don´t get me wrong, i do really support them, is just that the vast majority of people (at least in DA) have extremely bland arguments for them (for example, getting batshit at someone drawing a dead animal, but not even worrying about deforestation, which is, one of the primary forms of animal (and plants and nature in general) abuse.

well, to start, i finally got my salary yesterday (well, past Monday. it´s 1:00 in the morning, Wednesday)... they weren´t lying me when they told me they were having problems after all. so yeah :3

second, Marihuana for personal use was finally legalized in Argentina, yesterday (Tuesday, Aug 25, 2009). while i personally think all drugs should  be depenalized (for personal use), that´s indeed a step further and it makes me really happy. man, it was about time already!. moar info: http://health.yahoo.com/news/afp/argentinadrugscourt_20090825223107.html (ha ha sorry for linking to Yahoo, i have no idea where to look in english websites xD)

third, i made this for cb_frax , referencing one of the pictures he took at the zoo... when i feel blocked (despite what i said earlier, when i tought i overcame it but was wrong, i am still being pushed back by art block), referencing pictures helps me alot.... so i did this:
later, (i am still looking for a proper style of coloring and shading, i truly do need to improve there), i´ll color a bigger version of this (i sized it in order to make it fit LJ without having to recurr to a cut) and will upload it in Deviantart. ´ll have to fix a few things as well, like the body, hind right leg and the face (canines often look like they´re smiling, but in this case, it might appear that he or she is wailing..)