you are hotpink #FF69B4

Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing. Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it. Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

despite my favourite colors being green and purple, i always seem to get some kind of pink/red shade in these polls. doesn't matter cuz i like pink anyway lol
oh, this thing describes me pretty well. only wrong part is that i actually try to change certain things (not that i always succeed)
but overall true , happy happy joy joy person with violent outbursts of emo rage (oh, and not aaas possitive as it says) 

HOT PINK BITCHES

Is there something more annoying and retarded than these people who does nothing but complain because whatever specific crap they adore to tears is not 100% of the time around for them to drool on it? People who's angry and go around BAAAAAWing at everyone for the mere sake that stuff they don't die for are just around, and are enjoyed by someone else? 

The whole damn world is not your personal source of fapping material, you dumbass. The universe doesn't work to please your mediocrity. Open your microscopic brain to other stuff or at least, shut your bloody mouth. Nobody cares about your "sorrow".

(Oh, should i really make an entry about my time in the beach? We had a great time, but i don't feel like. I'll just mention that we saw wild magellanic penguins there, and i was really happy at that)

Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one reason why I like you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love.
PS: aguará will tell you moar

Well, this entry may not be the very best to come back to LJ xD. Forgive me, my only real excuse to be out this time is that during Holiday, I have my family milling ‘round ALL the friggin time, and I cannot stand any of them putting their nose into my LJ. I always write here when no one’s looking.

Aaanyway, this is going to be another grumpy entry xD and again “inspired” by someone in Deviantart. Way to say “hello, e’vrbody I’m back” xD no really, it's some dumb DA artist, but don't worry, it's none of you LJ users ;)

A while ago, someone made a poll which asked “how do you react when someone says something bad about your work?” she replied something along the lines of “sometimes people gives me critique that is supposed to help me but they say all it’s bad, if they are really trying to help me why don’t they say what I’m doing right?”. Fair enough. But, this person has been drawing the freaking same since she joined DA, three whole years ago. I could see an example of that (dunno if she was referring to that one on particular, though), in which there was an incident under a picture that featured, once again, her fursona. In a generic pose, with a generic bland expression in the face, same colouring as always, same (bad) shading, same angle of always, on a generic background. It was a typical example of “more of the same”. It’s no crime, of course, but this person had set the “constructive criticism” option on. A certain person pointed out the massive amount of flaws it had (for instance, this person doesn’t construct the image and they characters look always deformed, because she’s also unable to relate body and facial parts to each other), and she went all “BAWWW”. I dunno if she was referring to that incident in particular, but made me think anyway.

Unlike alooot of people in DA, I don’t think that refusing to take crits means that you are a sissy. I do a lot of work of whose flaws I’m very well aware of, and I sometimes just don’t feel like taking them, or think they are pointless as the picture was something spontaneous that I liked enough (even knowing it has mistakes. Can’t you like something which isn’t perfect?). Whether taking critiques or not is the artist’s choice and I fully respect that. But now, if you asked for them, then grow a spine and be prepared to receive honesty. And please, give people something to say.

I mean, I won’t hold against you if you are a beginner (either at a certain subject, or at art in general). As one, it’s quite obvious that you will start slower, with generic expressions and angles, because you are learning the shapes and proportions of said subject. You may obviously not start with a wacky pose, because you still need to know the basis better. And if you ask for crit, yes, I agree that people should be more careful and not bring you down. You are starting (yet, it doesn’t mean that they should lie).

But. If you have spent years, and years, and years in the same dumb character that you STILL cannot draw  well because you have never tried to, then you do not have any excuses. I won’t praise you for doing what you have already done 3000 times, and for not trying to go further this time. So, picture may be cute, yes but nothing else. It offers nothing new and has way too many flaws. Like the other 2999. Yet they get angry because “overall cute” is not enough. If you do not want crits, fine, I fully respect it. But if you ask for them, and didn’t put any effort in your crap then don’t expect me to sugar coat my comment and praising you for doing the same thing over and over and over and over. TRY.SOMETHING.NEW.AND.I’LL.SIT.AND.TELL.YOU.WHAT.ARE.YOU.DOING.RIGHT.OUT.OF.THAT.NEW.CONCEPT. Period.

Summarizing, if you want people to point out where you did good, please, make an attempt of… ya know, doing actually SOMETHING worth pointing out. And if you don’t want people to critique our work… then please, do not ask for critiques in the first place. It’s easy.

oh, what a whiny comeback xD. forgive me, some people in DA is so dumb...

uh. it's been liek, forevar since the last time i updated de, it's my idea or everyone is depressed lately? o_0 it's not the first time i notice it, when Christmas is coming everyone gets depressed... nuh from my part, i haven't been sad, but right now i have a terrible headache. we are all the time coming and leaving, traveling, we just cannot sit our asses down for a second. and i confess it's fairly stressing (despite being not working<--- something that still pisses me off, but oh well), yet i know January and February will be the same, if not worse. gah about Christmas itself, i must confess that, gifts apart, i care very little about it (hey! i don't believe in God so why should I?). It'd be ok if it was just celebrated with my family, but visits are coming and, yup i'm horrible but i'd rather don't have any. there are alot of appearances to keep up when strangers are into your house, and i just feel like relaxing a bit ATM. egoistical, yes, but i won't lie about my current feelings =p. take into account that, while i was typing this, i was interrumpted 4 times already (2 calls to the door, and 2  phone rings Dx ) can i breath a little kthx? T.T
 

in the other hand, despite not believing in anything, i've been working on gifts and stuff, of many of you Tartlets may have already seen. i'm not done yet, though, and i keep working, little by little, whenever i can. i have a couple of WIPs to DA, and also, starsdust  i hadn't forget at all what i promised you back in September so i am doing this one as well (B-day long over, but the moment of the year fits well for gifties so yeah =p). i am just pretty damn unskilled at this, therefore my awful slowness  ^^; at least i want it to turn out cute, i am doing my best to get it on-model. yet i'd like to be able to sit a few long hours, otherwise i'll never finish it.
i also want to do a little something else for cb_frax  and zelos22 , a couple of ideas that i had. and finally, i am doing a couple of satires (for DA) C: you'll see soon.


slightly offtopic, but i've been annoyed at someone on DA. i asked her for a comission not because i was actually interested in the picture, but because she was desperately asking for help (the typical "baaaaw, i has nuthin' 2 eat yet i spend 24/7 in DA" ) . now, i do not expect to have the picture done within the next day, but that was over 8 months ago, and she's been drawing alot meanwhile <<. i asked for an animal char, which i'd rather not ask for (i prefer animu). it's stupid, i know, but i could have spent these 20 bucks in a Kagaho picture. am i an asshole? maybe, but it's frustrating because in order to help her i spent money earned by drawing something i do not enjoy drawing (most likely some dumb boring wolf), giving it away in exchange for something i-don't-care-so--much-for, and not even getting it.
 

also, i am still angry at not getting a job for this month but i will delete the previous entry, it's just meh. uh, see ya guys. i promise i'll keep in touch, at least for very short chunks of time

just when i thought the average argentinian couldn't be any crazier...

today i went downtown for some stuff to buy but i couldn't remember the exact address of the shop. so after walking a little with no success i decided to ask a woman that may have been around 60 years old.

me: "excuse me, madame, could you tell me..."

she turned 'round, looked at my face with her eyes popping out and fastened her pacing...

do i look like a serial murderer or what? o_o; . i guess some people watches too many gutter press and just cannot make a step outside without thinking they're gonna be assaulted <<;
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also, i caught a cold. a ridiculous cold when we are at the end of the Spring D: . that's because here it is actually still cold (not under zero like in winter, but easily way under 10 centigrades), is just that during the day, sun rays hit too hard so we feel a fairly intense heath (always too much for me u.u). but mornings and night are still frozen. what i call IRL pasteurization

i camwhored in a SS forum yesterday, so i thought i'd camwhore on LJ too :3
i won't camwhore on DeviantCrap because it's full of awfully bland, untalented ignorant people. only cool, smart people who has actual personality and ideas has right to see Aguará's face. i say




ps: i'm fugly

i haven't read the books or watched the movies nor am i planning to do so. but is pisses off so many 16-year-old DeviantPoop users that there has to be something awesome about it.
srsly, you don't know very well who loves it but you are sure who despises it with all their cells despite they claiming that fans of that series are the ones too loud.

i think i'm gonna start saying i'm a Twilight fan for the lulz

gah, people. today is one of these days that you wake up happy with no apparent reason, and they feel so good! truly, every day of our lives should be like this, i wish it was possible xD

lately, my life had just been just as boring as usual, i am still having ALOT of work, which is good, but i am looking for another. because ATM kids are having their exams, and Maths, Physics and Chemistry are VERY requested, so moar work for weirdass hard-science lover Aguará. but, i need another soon, because they are finishing (in the south hemisphere, we start attending classes around February-March, and finish by November-December, this varies according to the level.
in the other hand, my own classes are about to be over. so i want a job, becuase i must confess, despite being fairy exhausted due to school and work these days, i don't like being lazy. as much as i wish i could be a little more participative on the internet. i've restricted almost 100% of my activity to only 2 sites (for instance here in LJ i don't participate in communities, i only read), in which besides i am not as active as i wish i was. but still, i know i'll find my time for the internet anyway, i always do :)

yesterday we (finally!!) changed our Internet server, and we have a new one, slower, but at least it's not falling down 24/7. plus, as the old one it's tied to Cable TV (whatever you call it in english. sorry, i'm too lazy to look it up xD). now i can download stuff again, yay. and be moar OTI, since it was getting really annoying that it was dying all the time. also, we have now Animax, and Animu channel <3 possibily the only watch-worthy channel xD. believe me, Argentinian TV is awfully retarded, News channels being the most. i kid you not. that's why barely watch any TV at all, and when i do, it's almost always channels form other countries, preferrabily english speaking ones


another tl;dr entry that says nothing at all, gawd i'm awesome xD. brb spamming ya

hey, i am trying to finish a griffin comission ASAP (because it's been already paid and next week is prolly going to be even busier than this past) but the right leg has been driving me nuts, as i just can't make it solid, wherever i put it it seems out of place and just not right Dx.




i know it has other mistakes, like the wings and tailbush, but don't worry about these or the background (unfinished, not enough depth), i'll take care of them later ;). i'd really appreciate any kind of help (crits, suggestions or redlines) concerning the right leg... i do really want to finish this by tomorrow. i know i won't be able then.


yep, i was so tired today and now so awaken...? well one hour of sleep helped alot x3. late night is the best moment to work, and i only can do this on weekends =p